Letter's to Darien

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November 17th, 2011

My dearest Darien,

It has been nearly a week since we were taken from each other...six very long days that seem even longer without seeing your face, your smile, or smelling your cologne... even hearing you 'scold' me to finish my homework, you could be yelling at me the most horrible things but I would still cherish it because that would mean I had you once more.. Its funny the small things you miss when you don't have them anymore, isn't it? Oh Darien, I am so frightened. I don't know what Diamond has planed or what he expects me to do. He's told me that I can still rule as Queen, that he may not be the King I expected but he is all I have now....I don't want him, I want you Darien! I want you! I miss you so much and every night I have sat at my window looking out over the ruins of the city. I know you are still out there..somewhere with our friends, knowing that you are not alone and knowing that is enough to get me through these long and horrible days.

I often sit and wonder what we could have done differently, how we could have stopped this whole mess from happening, but, no matter how hard I think there is nothing that I can come up with. How were we to know? Five long years of peace was enough for all of us to not worry about any possible attacks. Why is it that no matter what we do, how much we sacrifice that we are never allowed to be together? What could we have possibly done to deserve that? I'm sorry...I shouldn't say things like that..this will work out somehow, right? It always does.....it has to.

This palace, the “Dark Crystal Palace” is like a prison...there is no where I can go that I can truly be alone. Even as I write this I can feel someone watching. I will have to keep this short, I am afraid that if someone were find this letter that they would destroy it. Even now I can hear them walking outside my door. I love you Darien, please know that and I know that one day soon we will get to see each other again.

All my love,

Serena