“No, she is not.”
Endymion deflated, all of his hope fading from him visibly. His stance changed noticeably and his eyes left hers immediately, shifting instead onto a tapestry woven millennia ago. As his heart shrunk painfully, he pursed his lips in a tight line and berated himself for his hope for the clearly impossible. How could he have been so stupid? Serena wasn’t here, and he was a fool for even dreaming up the notion. It couldn’t have been that easy, he should’ve known that.
“Mercury and I were able to intercept a video transmission,” Pluto continued, and his attention slid back to her in an unimpressed manner, barely taking notice of the technological equipment that stood out drastically from the décor of the room. “It is mainly Black Moon propaganda,” she continued.
He didn’t want anyone in there anymore. He had made a fool of himself – he had put so much stock in Pluto’s news being good news, he had let himself hope too much. He felt worse than he had before, and much more drained. As she raised her staff and activated her power, he almost told her to get out. He knew news of the enemy’s tactics was important, but right now? Right now he just wanted to be alone. But before he could summon up the energy to dismiss her, the two citizens had left and Pluto was handing him a remote control. He took it, his gaze turning without any emotion from the dark-eyed senshi to the television screen as she gave him a brief introduction to the recording. He pressed play and as the static flung snow around the screen, he prepared himself to see the face of the man he hated.
But instead when finally the picture came on screen, he only saw the frightened countenance of the woman he loved.
She looked sick, she looked exhausted and tired, she looked weak, she looked so afraid – and it was entirely his fault. The picture shifted suddenly away from her and he immediately rewound the image and froze it, his eyes taking her in. All of her. From her too-pale skin to her frightened, almost panicked expression; while she was alive she was far from well, and though it hurt him to see her this way, he couldn’t stop staring at her, his eyes focusing on every sign that she was unwell. Her blue eyes that roamed the audience – he had paused it at the split second where she was looking towards the camera, and even at that distance he could tell that her eyes were dilated in fear. While makeup lightly coated her features, he could see the pale blue bags under her eyes, the slight furrow of her brows, the tightness in her lips. Her hair was done in a good imitation of her style, but he could tell it hadn’t been styled by her own hands. She was alone, she was trapped, and oh, god, it was his fault and he couldn’t help her. He couldn’t save her yet – she’d been there for three days, what had they done to her? Had she given up hope? Had he truly failed her? Following her figure, he finally caught on to her long white dress, and a flare of panic swelled within him. White? Diamond couldn’t – he wouldn’t – but still Endymion knew that he could and he would. Quickly his finger tapped the ‘play’ button and the recording continued, zooming in on Diamond, then out again to show the room at large. Serena was sitting down on an elaborate throne, looking so small in the dark stone chair. She kept her head down, not looking at the camera again. He saw her fingers clenching the armrests and had to resist the urge to rush forward and save her. The feed wasn’t live; she might not be there anymore, and if she were, he didn’t want her to see him like this, he’d be defeated in an instant and that wouldn’t help her in the slightest – the Shitennou were right, he was too exhausted to fight in this state. He was useless to her now!
As he watched her, taking in every image, memorizing every line of her, letting his feeling of failure seep in completely with every passing second, his ears scanned Diamond’s rhetoric for the words that would damn him – ‘my bride’. Instead, Diamond pandered to the audience, twisting words and occurrences to fit his fancy, attempting to convince the world that what they did had been just and was in the world’s best interest. “And in the spirit of this new Unification of our cultures, I have decided to elect as my Queen, Serenity.”
Elect as his Queen?! The video zoomed in on Serena to show her shock and fear, and Endymion couldn’t help the whimper of helplessness that escaped him. Serena. He could do nothing, nothing at all! Whatever else this showed had already transpired – he was too late! They were all too late! What would he do?! As his Queen, what would he make Serena do?! He remembered her crying in the dark, holding him tightly and choking out the words as she told him what had happened after Diamond had taken her, all those years ago. If he dared, if he dared--!
But he could do NOTHING!
He gripped the controller tightly and flung it away from him, releasing an unsatisfying amount of anxiety as the object flew with high velocity and smashed against the far wall; he needed to be out there! He needed to do something! Without hesitation a rose appeared in his hand, ready to be used, and there he froze. Serena was trapped, surrounded, suffering, and there was no way he could help her this time. The rose would be of no use to him in this.
Without the remote to pause or rewind the feed, as his rose fell to the ground his dull eyes only caught the end of the presentation, where Diamond placed a crown on Serena’s head, and a bright flash turned the screen to static.
After nearly a minute of the soft hissing that accompanied the interference on screen, Endymion quietly asked of Pluto, “Is that everything?”